Thursday, November 6, 2008

It's Over...

Well, I hate to say this, and ruin the excitement around here, but this pregnancy was short-lived.

I started bleeding pretty heavily this morning, and passed 2 big clumps of something, I'm cramping...all of that awful stuff that happens I suppose.

I don't understand this. Haven't I been through enough this year? Honest to God!? It's just frustrating because 4yrs ago I was able to get pregnant, have a flawless pregnancy, and deliver a healthy baby!

I obviously don't have a problem getting pregnant, it's the last 2 that my stupid body is having issues with.

I can't dwell on this though. All I can do is move forward and know that it will happen when the time is right.

...I guess.

8 comments:

Heather Lee said...

Oh, Hollie...I am so sorry..:( Words are never enough, but I am praying for you...

I don't mean to give any false hope, but are you sure? I had heavy bleeding in my pregnancy with Allie at 4 weeks and it lasted until 7 weeks(with menstrual-like cramping), but I still carried her until 23 weeks...And to assure you..that was not part of my end result, as you know. Just giving a little info, I am not sure if it is relative or not...Take care..((HUGS))

Mom to 2 boys +? said...

Hollie - it is so not fair! I am sorry that this is happening to you. Sending lots of hugs, thoughts and prayers your way
Kara

Mrs. Mother said...

Big hugs to you. Have you called the doctor? I think you should get checked out before losing hope.

Never forgetting Gregory said...

I'm so sorry. You have been through enough. This doesn't make sense. grrr. =(

Anonymous said...

Oh, I am so sorry. It's just not fair at all. I wish you weren't going through this. :(
-Andrea from BBC

Tiffany said...

Hollie, I am so sorry, but like everyone else has said you should make sure it is really over. My thoughts are with you.

Anonymous said...

Hollie,
I agree that you should get your numbers from the Dr to make sure. To answer your comment about not knowing anyone who's been pg after a stillborn, you know me! I lost William at 16 wks (technically a m/c), but I am now almost 33 wks pg w/this one. I also had a chem pg in Feb of this year after losing him in Dec, and went on to get pg in Apr. It'll happen, I'm sure - and this pg may still be ok for you..
-Edna (from BBC)

Beth said...

Oh Hollie...I am so, so sorry. I read the other comments here and it gets my hopes up for you a little bit...I DO hope it's a false alarm. But I understand your concern and I would probably come to the same conclusions if it were me. Please let us know what the doctor says.