Tomorrow would have been Cam's first Easter. He would be here with us, watching us as we happily paint the colorful eggs with Aiden. He would be getting his first little Easter basket tomorrow...filled with all kinds of little goodies for his little eyes to examine and his little hands to touch and play with.
God, this breaks my heart.
I should be looking at little onesies that say "My First Easter" on them...just like I did for Aiden.
God please let me get through these next two days as peacefully as possible...