Thursday, October 30, 2008

Frustrated!

I'm so frustrated right now!!! I just want to be pregnant again, and for whatever reason, It's just not happening.

Ok, ok...we've only been trying for two months, but after an early miscarriage, and then not even ovulating, I don't know what the hell is wrong with me!

I'm scared to death I won't be pregnant by Cameron's due date!!!

I shouldn't even have to be trying again! I should be going on 8 months pregnant! It's so shitty.

I've already had enough heartache in the last 3 months to last me a lifetime, and now my body won't even let me get pregnant again. The frustrations of trying to conceive, when you're already a total mess, do a number on a girl, I'll tell you that.

2 comments:

Never forgetting Gregory said...

You are right. You shouldn't even have to be trying right now. It is so unfair. I really hope you get pregnant before Cameron's due date because that is something I'm scared to death of as well.

Beth said...

Well, I'm not going to be pregnant by Ada's due date, but my new goal is Christmas. I understand your frustration!